I am really sad... Advice? please?

I think everyone feels like this sometimes. You will find something you are really good at that you're proud of doing, don't worry. Just find your happiness in the little things for now. Try to be more positive. If you feel second best in these things like drawing or what ever then maybe study up on it and turn your sadness into competition? Sometimes that helps =] Also, if people roll their eyes at you and aren't giving you ANY respect you have to ask yourself WHY are you spending time with these people? Just be the best YOU you can be. It will all be okay.